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Everybody elses girlSitting on my bed, middle of July, with about 3 blankets around me to try and keep my body warm. As I shivered I tried to keep the photo still in my hand. I was exhausted and weary, and tried to keep my eyes focused as I looked deep into the picture. I remember I sat staring at myself, happy yet naive to what lay beyond my own little protected world, at the innocent age of six. I can only hope to reach a level of contentment once again. In my own little room with the music blaring, reminding me of the chaos my life seems to consist of; 14 years of memories flooded my mind.  
 
 From in the shadow  She calls  And in th Everybody elses girl
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PersistingFlooding her mind with expectant figures, it tires and drains her of sanity with its screams  Her own perception is never equivalent so the screaming persists  
Her trembling body staggers around the world, Learning and earning herself an education  An education that teaches her nothing but the idiocies that will surround her once she leaves  
Thrown into a world that will place her on a scale, weigh her beauty and falsity then do with her accordingly  
Alone in a room the pain inside grows, thoughts of blades and blood bring a smile to a lifeless face  
 
Maybe the pain will subside when the blood is free, Persisting
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Wishful thinkingI can’t help but feel resentment towards you  
I don’t mean to contemplate your most tortuous death  
Dispensed by my own tainted hands  
Hallucinations of knife driven wounds distributed over your flawless body    Perfect red blood will stain your clothes and the fabric will cling longingly  
How I long for the day, you will cry out for my mercy, though ironically it was you who delivered its slaughter  
Each agonizing scream that escapes you lips is what lives in my head all those years of torment  Tears will seep from your beautiful blue eyes, journey down your cheeks and depart your face from t Wishful thinking
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Beautifully Blinding
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It doesnt make you jesus

Sat Jun 4, 2005, 4:32 AM
Listening to: Dead like me- kidney theives
Reading: Shooting Stars- V.C Andrews

Fuck last night was total awsomeness... Ah i so cant stop smiling and blushing insanely :blushes: ... everything that happened was just wowness... :excited:...

Mmm was a bit sick at work though :( And my throat is so absolutly fucked right now.

Maths exam block= over.. Yay!... to bad i did so crap on it.
dont gotta go to school till tuesday... then i get friday and the next monday off (gotta work though) .. Exam blocks work out to be preety frikken cool.

Anyway's im like freezing my ass off... i was gonna try and make this interesting. But i didnt get much sleep last night :) as you could imagine.

xx <3

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  • Current Residence: Brisbane, Australia
  • Interests: Music, Art, Buffy, Alice in Wonderland,
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock, Techno, Theatrical
  • Favourite style of art: Photography

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!drsketchybrisbane Aug 26, 2007, 2:55:24 AM
Hello there lovely!

Just wanted to let you know, this week at Dr Sketchy's (Sat 1st Sep) we have the amazing Mistress Mandrella.. you can snap up one a ticket on our myspace profile. [link] or livejournal community page [link]

Hope to see you there!!

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~TigarUK Jan 30, 2006, 10:22:31 AM
Hey i really love the pic of you all in orange, so cool! Hope you check out my page :)
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~TheGirlAnachronism Nov 27, 2005, 1:24:06 AM
:party: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!:party:

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~Taknakhan Sep 15, 2005, 6:06:50 PM
hey, you live within a few kms of me. thats cool.

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~babybluespikes Jun 6, 2005, 7:59:17 AM
thank you so much for the watch!! :hug:

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~googatron May 10, 2005, 5:09:34 PM
hey hey hey were friends :D just poped by to wish you all the best and i'm glad your feeling happy now sorry for making you feel bad all the time, i guess i am kinda selfish sometimes, oh well can i just ask one thing, can you not think of it as a bad relationship and rip up all my stuff again i'd like to be friends so i'll probebly talk to you today but anyways have a good one bye bye

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=emeraldsugar Apr 19, 2005, 1:00:14 AM
You've got some really beautiful stuff. I'm going to :+devwatch: in the hope to see more. :glomp:

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~jessedee Apr 16, 2005, 9:47:12 PM
I've checked out your writings, I liked them, I like the way you write. I think you write very nicely and you put a lot of passion, which is appreciated.. uhm.. very good manipulations as well. Glad I've been here. Love, Diana. :)

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~googatron Apr 11, 2005, 8:48:03 PM
hey baby i saw that you were strill feeling bad so i gave you abit of space after this morning i hope your feeling better if you ever feel like i could help you with anything please dont hesitate talking to me i hope your feeling beter soon sorry for not talking to you much today but i tried this morning and you kinda shunned me so i thought you wanted space your not mad at me are you ?? oh well have a nice day babe love you xoxox mwah

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~Bluetrin Mar 21, 2005, 7:48:34 PM
Thankyou so much for the +fav on I wanna be like her .

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